Maa ki yaad

Yaad bahut Aati h, yaad Krti hu m maa Baate bahut h krne Ko, Kar Nhi skti hu m maa Aa Jao na akela Lagta h, bhool Gai Mujhe KYa maa Paraya mat Kro Maa, Ap Jese Koi Apna na paega maa Baat krti hu m apse yuhi, Par dil ki kuch Kehti Nhi maa Pata h na Mujhe ki rota sun k Ap ruk Nhi paoge maa Apse Itna door Hona ta to bada Nhi hona ta Mujhe maa Sab bhool gae na Mujhe ya soch Lia badi ho Gai hu m Mujhe Apne pass bula lo, na M bhooli hu na badi hui hu maa 1 mahina Hua h Aj Meri Shaadi Ko, Ap Khush ho na maa M reh lugi Maa sasural me bas yaad Aa Gai t Apki maa

this person is missing

wen i was i.... in d depth of ur eyes, Bending onto u... for ur sweet loving smile. u holding my hands... in d sea n d sand.. long drives in small town... burgers in d downtown; from daylight to closing of my eyes... golden heart glowing beside... last time when I was i. ‘happiness’ that was within me.. Is now being search in unconscious mind. Last tym wen I was i.. It was in ur strong arms and ur lullaby.

it just happened?

sea shore, moonlight, wind, strange roads, and u.. health, drink, speed,, haters, and us.. a trap, a situation, a plan, and our life.. topsy turvy.. manhood vs feminism.. bereft, there u, here i

harmless is my love for you

a thirst for your love.. growing ever in my heart.. indecisive you and acts of my life.. your verdicts n blame.. yes i stay away now.. in every possible way.. around you, just there.. where you cant see me.. you cant feel me.. craving to touch you.. no no how can i.. would you mind touching u.. after i die.. will love u n kiss u.. when u will be lying.. will sit u n see you.. whole day n night.. sleeping in ur arms.. like i always wanted.. wont disturb you.. like you always wanted.

let me evolve

difficult to perform, let me evolve
with a stirred soul, can i shed myself
will move with a hopes
no yesterdays mark on me

shaken n withered me
will grow composed
in a new pattern
and i will evolve better

ins and outs

I try to move away
But I feel like m wrapped in sack
I little push awakens me
And I find myself lying inside
Get me out of here
But no one can
I used my limbs but in vain were my efforts
Strangled is my neck now I feel
I cease my activity to survive
Will I never be out of this turmoil?

My lord where are You

Where are u my soul, my existence, my lord
I am waiting for u
In this world
Religiously doing all it takes
to survive here.
But u know I need u, my heart is searching for u

Please come soon
I m suffering dear…..
But am still hopeful because I know
It is all u want me to do…

When I find no land below me
Or no sky for me I don’t panic
I find myself nearer to u,
It seems that I m still going on
Because u have held me
And I smile secretly for the secret I know

I know u r near me
But I have no vision to see you
I should not ask when will u come to me
But let me know what can
I do for you….

Sometimes I feel how can u see it
When I am ###### in this world
But I believe it does not matters for u
u will take my soul with u
and with you I am on top of the world..
shedding all I took on

yes, you r there for me
but I don’t know where r u
lord!