My lord where are You

Where are u my soul, my existence, my lord
I am waiting for u
In this world
Religiously doing all it takes
to survive here.
But u know I need u, my heart is searching for u

Please come soon
I m suffering dear…..
But am still hopeful because I know
It is all u want me to do…

When I find no land below me
Or no sky for me I don’t panic
I find myself nearer to u,
It seems that I m still going on
Because u have held me
And I smile secretly for the secret I know

I know u r near me
But I have no vision to see you
I should not ask when will u come to me
But let me know what can
I do for you….

Sometimes I feel how can u see it
When I am ###### in this world
But I believe it does not matters for u
u will take my soul with u
and with you I am on top of the world..
shedding all I took on

yes, you r there for me
but I don’t know where r u
lord!